The Truth Hurts

Sep 24, 2025

I hear it everyday repeating over and over again…

They don't care at all.

I'm trying,

I'm a great and useful worker.

I am tired,

I am bored.

My efforts are worthless and go in vain,

Nothing done is good enough and it is my fault no matter what reality vents I have read.

If I am angry, I am deemed as crazy and undeserving of emotion,

If I am not angry, I am careless and apathetic.

I'm not allowed to ask for space, for I get ignored and blamed as someone who doesn't love anyone,

However, I am expected to respect everyone else's space or “It's the end of the world!” and I am considered dangerous.

I have to look at everyone directly with eye contact because it's “disrespect” not to,

If I look at people with eye contact, people say, “Why are you looking at me like that?” and some people have the audacity to think I'm flirting.

I am not allowed to protect my energy for I must be humble,

But I hate being among energy that isn't mine. It is completely invasive and negative energy spews everywhere.

People don't respect me and get upset when I don't respect them,

Those same people get jealous when people truly respect me and I truly respect them.

I shouldn't be afraid to ask for help,

If anyone helps me, I am supposed to suck it up like an “adult”.

There's going to many people claiming that I am lying,

But it is people that empathize who see my truth that I know adamantly is true.

No lie can hide a facade,

No amount of material can buy me to believe crass.

The truth is the truth that never lies.

Therefore, I am not afraid if anything happens to me,

Truth is what it is.

If you want to know who I am, you can read my numerology:

Victoria Alicia Jones

05.22.2005

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