Acting like I hate you, but you hated me first.
Acting like I am aggressive, but you were aggressive first.
Acting like I manipulated, but you manipulated first.
Acting like you’re tired, but you made me tired first.
Acting like I’m crazy, but you were crazy first.
Acting like I need help, but I wanted to help you first.
Acting like I am greedy, but you were greedy first.
Acting like I should be embarrassed, but you were embarrassed first.
Acting like I should be guilty, but you were guilty first.
Acting, just acting whilst I am always hurt.
Acting, but where is the honesty or was it a lesson to teach me that truth is hard to earn?
Acting, but did it ever hurt you?
Maybe it just hurt that I was happy.
Maybe it just hurt that I want to exist.
Maybe it just hurt that I am human.
I don’t know how to be sorry for being happy.
I don’t know how to be sorry for existing.
I don’t know how to be sorry for being human.
Grl!! That's exactly what I am feeling these days like ahh!! I wanna cry after reading it😭😭 but I can't rn, will do once I am home, barely holding back😭😭🤧😶🌫️